My life story

YiKes

2010-01-22T00:36:00.002+08:00

Werk n sch 2mr....
man oh man
messing my OWN mind again...
shld i delete the blog n created a new one?

Im tired wif this actually.. ancient ol' blog i hardly use u nw since FACEBOOk came in.. just type out few things of my thoughts along wif some pics n VOILA its there NNNNNNN its wae simpler than blog...nt forgetting my UNUSED twitter...yup2

alrite
chow
still alive,breathing n living

XoXo
FArahDiva

Bare face~~~~

2010-01-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

Nope! its nt a ghost. Sorry to dissapoint all of u..keke...

Its yours truely. ME!

Yup2 bare face n i look kinda sick today i guess no nutrients r in my body. Was in that pitiful state all dae..

*Had double cheeseburger as my dinner. YUM2!

When out to rent some dvd wif my parents n visit my grandparents n had dinner wif em..

Okay gtg goin to bed nw! nite2 ppl. Im in love wif this red long sweater that belong to my grandfather..AWW so sweet huh..hehe...he just took it out, called me n gave me tt sweater...maybe he know how easy i am to feel cold..

Put in an air con for 5 minutes n i swear my finger became icy cold.

Anw im gonna wear as much as i can in different way. Today wore it wif my jeans legging...

Anw the last pic look like some sicko wife....i look scary-ly weird..agreed? like psychotic person?

it look like im saying: IM GONNA KILL U *but still smilling*

XoXO

FARAHDIVA

MY LAZY DAY

2010-01-05T15:37:00.004+08:00

Today is my lazy day!!!
im nt doin anything!! anything at all....

But i have to do a lot of things!! arrggghhhhh! T__T
I have to look for a job
i have to call some school for some enquries..
n yeah im stressed bcoz i am stubbornly said to myself tt im having my lazy day to day....

My sister said is nt a WISE thing to do. Duh! of course i knew tt but i just wanna relax n chills... T__T

Anw does anyone over feel this particular emotion which i called it THE SHITTY CHAIN REACTION.

Its got to do wif stress+embrassment+dissapointed+crappy....
it will just go after another....

I mite feel it 2mr when im gonna call the schoolssss... i wanna box myself X___X

Ok! im gonna eat maggie wif some chilli padi...

N baby i called u twice!!! on ur hp hehe

XoxO
FARaHDiVA

1st dae of sch

2010-01-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

Yup2 i just came back!!!

n my brain juice is totally dried up!!!

I dun wanna wear something over the top..so i chose to wear the above....comfy comfy atire

I can totally feel tt my head is hurting from the class just nw.

Otw wae called my mum n complained to her abt my head. Instead she told me to bear wif it n study real hard. -____- i was trying to get some sympathy... :(

But i totally MOTIVATED..shld i highlight the word??? MOTIVATED
Im motivated to do anything nw..haha at last able to move my big ol bum....n basically myself...

alrite im gonna eat my fish burger AGAIN had it dis morning n gonna make n eat it nw!!!

xoxo

FarahDiva

jan 4th

2010-01-04T14:25:00.003+08:00

Alrite.

im in blogging scene again.

Anw to the THE NOTHINGNESS readers out there (or none at all) i will like to make an announcement...TODAY IS MY 1st dae of school!!!!

So at last my wish came true.....study+books+stress+depress+meltdown.... oouuhh i love all these somehw all these really turn me on. HAH!

I have nt decided wat to wear.....crap!

thinking,deciding...

its been so loonnggg since i post pixs tt i LOVE......

hold on!!!!

its been awhile but im tempted to wear the socks...

LOVE THE soft colour

i mite wear my blazer+shawl+rolled up jeans?? too much? or legging wif shirt dress???

shit n shoot!!! few more hrs till i have to go sch!!

I think i shld take the risk again to apply for poly? who noes??? hahahahaha n my dad keep bugging me to get a job that can suit my sch timing. Man im just in the holiday mood!!!!

maybe will bo it nxt week.HEHE. let me enjoy till i tired of it.

alrite

adios peeps

FarahDIva

TIME

2009-12-16T01:36:00.003+08:00

IM praying real hard.
Im werking real hard.
Im hoping real hard.

Please please please....Good new things for 2010.

Im tired.Insomia.Im gonna sleep soon.

Meet nisa had dinner wif her. Earlier today susu called me n asked when im free coz both akhbar n her wanna bring me to pierce my ear(tragus)(again) n wanna watch new moon tgt.....hmmm

Well 2mr BABA 1st dae of werk!! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!! All the best...We noe u can do it. :)
Hopefullybhe gonna pick me up n bring me straight to Sma hq to applied my course. Insya-allah.Amin.

K gtg..i need my beauty sleep.
Chow.

Note to myself: Chg ur blogskin dear.

Once again its urs truly,
XOXO
FArahDivA

Hi PEeps

2009-12-14T01:46:00.002+08:00

Im back.
Too young too live to fast to die.
Work overloads.
School school school.
Leading a better quality of live.
Friends that i love dearly may turn to peer pressure.
Bad apple in one of the 7 days.
Too many too mention.
Sometime practically living in a cocoon like "space".
20s a new set of style for moi.
Black lustrus hair with soft elegant style.
Clean.
Grab all I can before im running out of time.
Konichiwa bitches coz im back.

Fuck Bored

2009-10-21T17:34:00.003+08:00

My holiday start today n i am BLOODY bored.
I need to find a job so tt i wont be facing my lappy.
Im fucking sick n tired to use it as it is my only entertainment.
N screw my period..its like it wont come out n i had cramps every now n then..stupid!

Anw yesterday i was crying till my eyes could come out..I swear..
i watching over at mtv.com abt this show called 16 and pregnant i cried like twice....
put tt aside.. im think i am capable enough to watch anyshow over there till all season is over..thnks to....... BOREDOM

Oh yeah yesterday was my bdae...will tell more soon..shld had blog it but well nw im lazy.
My grandparents took turn to sing me a bdae song over the phone!!! sweet rite??!!!!
My family gimme a surprise treat.
My gd fren nisui sing me a bdae song over the phone while i was eating..LOL..
To ppl over at tagged n fb whose send their lovely wishes
My bestie who msg wishing me while she bz at sch
My couzzies who wishes me
My aunties who wishes me

NNNN

My lovely PPL *gary*akhbar* the GFS-seri.shikin.dila*
who had made THE GREATEST effort to make a wonderfully surprise bdae for me!!!
will tell in the next post!!! promise wif pinky swear

The show

Full of myself

Yeah Love is all we need

XoXO

FarahDiva

FINE

2009-10-19T12:08:00.003+08:00

ok so i lied....

i was planning to chg my blogskin since the icon on the side cant be seen...

was doin it when seri called n we chat for awhile

half wae thru browsing some blogskins i had a major headache n decided nt to do it anymore...

goin to meet shikin at db later...at 2.30pm

too bad gary cant make it....ns man wat can u sae rite...LOL

im still thinking n planning of wat im goin to wear later...

fuck!!! stupid headache...im spinning faster n faster..woah....*too much drama*

anw i just realised tt both of my sisters dun really like to take pics...i mean like as in every min every second or captured THAT moment kinda things...

coz last sat me n my sisters + my dad went to have breakfast at McD....it was initally to be just e 3 of us when my dad volunteer to sned us to McD n be our chauffer for the day..hehe...since he gonna send us mite as well eat wif us....

so while all 4 of us getting ready i asked THEM if i shld bring camera or not...they all looked at me as if i asked the most stupdiest quest...they shouted NO unisonly!!

seriously u guys..y does some people take things for granted..i mean pics r meant to keep the memories alive..having breakfast wif my sisters n dad is one of it...although we had breakfast tgt alot but still..haiz

SOOOO VEERRYYY THHHEEEE DIFFIICCUULLT to have someone in ur family to at least agree wif u tt camera is important n shld be brought everywhre....

anw im totally hook up on some of the blogs out there...must read everyday....or i will go crazy!! again i will like to apologise for being a drama queen....

me n dad(baba)

he dun mind wearing e hat

*well he was bz watching tv

XoXO

FarahDiva

im changing

2009-10-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

im goin to chg my blogskin. in 3,2,1

Boredom is messing with my head

2009-10-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

Supposed to reach at 8.15 but coz of the downpours by the tyme i reached werk it was like 8.30+++ so i walk in with my STONIEST face ever....even when my colleges said good morning i manage to just nod my head with my eyes half open...n it turn out tt i was SUPPOSE to come in at 9!! may not be a huge diff to some ppl but to ME who is still have her sleeping mode on..i was totally pissed off..if only i can have tt FEW min of zzzzzzzz i would HAD BEEN a HAPPY girl...

Anw i was SEND to a diff block to werk n i was super duper bored imagine i just sit down for more than 6 hrs DOING nothing...with the comp in front of me to keep me comp still doesnt help coz my brain somehw nt FUNCTIONING WELL...i was blog hopping everywhere n end up being n getting envy with these bloggers life n start to point out n complaint to myself while am i leading such life.. :( c i told u blog hopping for me means lowering my self esteem n confidence...n i dunno y. Which is kinda funny. Like i dun even noe these people n here i am wishing i was in their shoesssssss.

I was in n out from fb n twitter like zillion time...haiz
Seriously i have no idea what am doing there..
Yup still cant figure out TWITTER...but i did tweet like 5x tts a lot but tts what happen to a person who had nothing to do...

Went to my cuz blog n saw his cam n straight away text him...
Cant wait to get a hold of my own..
Fad love i swear i need to go dating with U....
I miss him so bloody much la.. :(
as usual his text will be bitchy sms-ing nt asking bt TELLING me tt im jealous tt he had TT cam!! shut up n go hunt with me ok!!

Yesterday did nt go to werk. Went out wif baby who brought along her lil sister n cuz n went to far east coz i was BLOODY hungry n then SHOOOPPPIINNGGG..well i was suppose to meet NISA but she could nt leave early n i had to go to her werk place BUT i was lazy as it was far.. Sorry k..will meet u soon bijik!!

K need to count $$$ then i chow babey!!

XoXO
FarahDiva

EEEAAAAOOOOWWWWW

2009-10-07T12:47:00.002+08:00

Hmph...
I have to transfer here and there for the nxt 2 weeks..
Dont like.

But too bad la.

Anw goin to SI again..LOL...
Wif the gfs+atiqah

Semangatkan

But lebih semangat is when both of us wore PINK undersomethimg lol.....terkejutkan muke satu bile ternampak..hehehehehehe

Alrite...anw yes i can be super duper blur when i enter the blur zone....
sorry la to the ppl yg terkene wif my blurness...

XoXO
FARaHDivA

Least to sae

2009-10-02T13:37:00.003+08:00

Pics taken when we gt tixs 2 go 2 spore idol...
Was fun!!! entertaining!!!
Anw most of the pics is over at FB...if any of u want to c lah...
I just tweet on my DUSTY old twitter which till nw im still figuring out hw to use it...baby u pon kan... lol * i will link up my tweet account here nxt time*do follow alrite cheers'

Anw..im having a bad tooth ache coz my wisdom tooth is growing..:(((((( im starting 2 feel sick already....

I tweet abt Monday. haha. Cant wait for tt day. Coz i had marked tt day as the day im gonna WORK hard..NO! nt bcoz i had nt Work hard enough but i think nt able to do much...hmm well nvr mind...i had a lots of planning here n there so i hope im able to concieve if possible all of my plans if to sae the least if 1 of the plans happen i'll be a happy satisfying girl...

WOW.
i realised tt i had
1. BLOG
2. TWITTER
3. FACEBOOK
4. TAGGED

It seem to much.

Atiqah+seri+me

Shikin+Seri+Atiqah

The RED SQUAD

The BLACK SQUAD

Xoxo

FarahDiva

ARRGGHHHHH

2009-09-25T16:53:00.003+08:00

FCUK PERIOD!!!!!!

Early in the morning when i woke up ge-gerl said to me she is having her period( she sound happy as if someone give her some good surprise) n like 3, 2, 1.. MY period came!!!

Thnks ge-gerl for saying tt* next time dun say anything*shut up*

K i have no reason to blame ge-gerl for my period but damn it lah...seriously im in a foul mood n my Bloody period is just a pain in u noe where...im living hell at this moment* u can just see by the way im typing*

PAIN PAIN.....at werk somemore......

ok ok ok a shout out to the most divalicious girl in the world; yes its me ppl!!! dun have to guess...

ok to myself: DONT BE DISCOURAGE.
wah after typing tt i feel sssssssssooooooooooooooo relieved..

im standing rite nw coz it feel like someone is squeezing my stomach....stupid bloody period.

anw i love my hair today. wat else ar?
oh ya!!!!
aft i gt my pay i plan to get a shoe n a leather jac
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BUT!!
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i bought
a bag
a pair of shoe
white eyeliner
eyelashes+glue
jeans legging
presents for my sister
go to the doc
frolick yogurt wif baby

ok sorry need to help one of the promoter wif her items....

im back!

while helping her just nw..she suddenly said to me tt my hair colour look nice...at last someone like it :) haha N istead of helping me coz im was helping her she was looking n concentrating on my hair. End up..crap stupid women(my manager) cannot talk nicely to me isit...called me n asked me to do something n when i asked her to repeat again coz i cant hear properly she repeat it n sounded annoying....

alrite where did i stop...
oh ok ya end up i was holding the heavy glass plane alone...

k i think i need to stop nw before the mad women come in n found me blogging..

xoxo
FArahdiVA

My SUPER FAMILY

2009-09-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

L.O.V.E

From left: The Aim -too- high super girl, The Laughing Gas women, The Sensitive Dude, The alwaes fell short girl n The Act strong only Girl

XOXO

FarAHDIVA

pre hari raya

2009-09-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari raya everyone...

Well im supposed to upload these pics yesterdae but i was so tired...
Anw today was fun coz of food+picture taking session lol+families come tgt as one....

There will be more FUNNY N INTERESTING PICS to come soon...

Yup the princess jus woke up haha..i gt a gd scolding from my mum for waking up late :P

The Awesomeness

at least these 3 headless girls r ready

Im showing off my new bedsheet..flower flower u noe...lol

adek's bedsheet

ge-gerl bedsheet...ya tryin to be cute

alrite bye

XOXO

FarahDIvA

yup its still me

2009-09-18T16:03:00.003+08:00

my 2nd entry of the day
See i told ya i was bored
to make my life more miserable im having a back ache due of sitting wrong akward postion...
im literally in pain tt im having a headache coz of it..

Baba called
I ans in a sweet innocent n very tiring voice hoping tt he will picked me up from work today
N yeah! he told me tt he will pick me up at 6 on the dot...n being my dad he insist of picking me up at 6.00pm nt 6.01pm or 6.02pm n he keep on ranting abt punctuality just to irritate me at werk! hahahaha...
N it doesnt stop there....he REALLy love to waste HIS money on my bill...lol

*Update*

Baba called
He cant pick me up from werk coz he gt some stuffs/werk to do :((((((
N i complaint it to the promoter girl....
abt the train+abt hw tired i am+abt the crowds+abt y so many ppl
her ans : "wat is ur problem?"

WAH!!!!

ok nvr mind she is still sweet n funny.

rite nw im trying diff style of sitting
n then another promoter came in n thought tt i was sleeping coz i look super duper tired
all thnks to tt stupid back ache....:(

I WANNA GO HOME

N im in need to go shopping already
cannt tahan anymore
baby u join i k :)

XOxo
FaRaHdIvA

Few more days left..im stuck here feeling cold

2009-09-18T12:09:00.002+08:00

Im at werk n bored. Period.
Nothing gonna entertain me except using the computer to blog, listen to music n blog hopping...
Stumble couple of interesting blogs...

But anw..i just looked at my fingernails n it is turning blue. Seriously am in need to get a glove coz for the last few hours i had to put my hands under my butt just so that my hand wont feel cold anymore.

Hari raya is like in a few days. N my baju raya had to be altered by my mummy coz she "claimed" tt it is either i became skinny or the tailor dun noe hw to sew. But i rather believe the latter. hehe.

Im looking at my hair nw...different streak of hair colours....
But im embracing it day by day although i feel weird having the hair colour at 1st but maybe becoz i like to try out something new which sometime end up making me looking weird or stupid but still NO REGRET haha...
LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRET - i just told tt to my co-worker yesterday...hmmmm....

opps sorry *interval*

im back had to sign documents n stamp on some docu...i like doing tt :) haha

K as i was saying LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRET is important but must THINK THROUGHLY before taking actions or decision or else than u start REGRETTING.

Ok anw i make fren wif one of the promoter of the roadshow...a very funny cute girl..we talk abt stuffs at least it entertain me a bit.

IM FEELING FCUKING COLD LAH. STUPID AIR -CON.

Today as usual my family gonna gather at my nenek's hse to breakfast tgt n maybe we can do the choc brownie ..YEAH! SO obviously i dress up abit coz im goin to my nenek's hse from werk n I had a wadrobe malnufaction!!!! all the way to werk my bra was exposed..well gd job Nurul Farahdina..hw abt tt? I only realised it when a young doc just look straight down at me! n i was saying to myself "what r u looking at u perv!" n check myself out n saw tt half of my bra was out there..MAJOR CRAP...

N yesterday while having my break -im currently reading a book called LOVE IN THE AIR by JAMes something* im lazy to took out my book.. :P ok, while reading i fell asleep n dreamt about starbucks...tt was just one of THE MOST random dream..i mean starbucks? r u serious? im nt craving abt it? i dun even think abt it? but starbucks?

Oh ya! adek bdae is coming soon......i dunnoe wat to get for her...

a reminder * i need to get a white eyeliner
* i need to get THE SHOE tt i want..make it THE SHOESSSS
* i need to get rings..recently while werking i cant help but look at everyone's ring..i
wanna get a big ones...

I MISS My BAby..u noe who u r....oh tidakkan
I was just thinking abt her n missing her so dearly when like in few hrs later she text me saying tt she misses me too...telepathy i must say! *tt is our thing lah* *im making tt face again* haha

Yesterday me n adek was talking abt the future. YES the future. The future where we sit n doodle our thoughts but not knowing if it gonna happen or not. Yes i talking abt tt kind of future..well maybe adek was thinking abt other kind of future..like getting married? haha
We were talking abt wat gonna happen nxt yr...abt me goin to sch? goin to get a new job? talk abt the next 5 yrs plans..? a lot i must sae..

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ya..im bored to the coreeee.
i guess im a boring person.
which is y i decided to take up some course or watever u call it to entertain myself make my life exciting...man! this is probly coz i've been browsing thru other ppl blog n c the fun they had...
i dunno lah! aiya!
* nxt mth i must sign up already or i will start complaing over n over again...

Can anyone bring me to the ice-cream shop...
Im damn bloody craving for some ice-cream...

ALrite i think i shld stop rite here coz the promoter girl keep asking me y i took so long to blog...
too bad lah u r outside n im inside happily using the comp so dun be jealous

k no point for me to type this out coz obviously she wont read it =____=

to susu,
i've already gone thru tt phase
where we were the one tt insist on keeping it tgt
but i guess it shows tt we r e one tt have a stronger determination
than 'THE GUY' *idiot*
we still c tt there is a possibility
but they dont
saying words such as " hurt+future+time"
different girls have different ways to handle the situation
i hope u able to do it well
i handle it in a way tt 2mr im a newborn n starting fresh
dun avoid me or ur frens
coz Im here for u
7 yrs of highs n downs
i noe he goin back n never come back to u
he is sooo far away on the other side of the world
BUT
think about it
if he LOVE u will he say all tt+act like tt+be like tt
u r a good catch
n he lose out losing u.

Honestly i already forget abt hw to be in relationship coz im TOO HAPPY being wif all the love ones surround me...skip+jump+laugh+love+sing+dance+gossip
mite try to be Single as long as i can coz i had so much things to do n goin on for me :)

Till..
susu called me....

*susu im selfishly saying to u "be like me+act like me"
*but i dunno if u can "erase" tt feeling for him....well maybe im sadist tts y i am able to do so..try using the word die or murder maybe tt will help... :) super sadist man...

XoXO
FARAHDIVA

IFTAR-ing wif the PeePs

2009-09-14T16:55:00.007+08:00

Yesterdae iftar wif frens.....
Aft tt head down to bazaar geylang n along came cik yah n luqman (dila'mummy and dila's awak kita)
Im able to fullfill my own craving at last...
ME n seri bought 300g of dendeng which we get discount hehehe...n cotton candy courtesy of atiqah HEHE....

Anw it was so muuuchhhh fuuunnnnn hanging out wif ALLLLLLL of themmmmm....
Laughing n camera flashing adding to the atmosphere
Oh ya....Yup tts my hair...im debuting it here at last...
I cant wait for the next hairstyle im gonna do....

thnk god i opt to wear a dress eventhou im wearing the jac while eating but once we reach at bazaar..i quickly tied up my hair or shld i sae all of us tied up our hair n i took of my jacket..if nt im gonna be in sauna....

We so in need to have more of these meet ups...
*faiz was sweet enough to pay for our break fast but too bad he cant join us to go to bazaar
*farhan was the PIMP of the day..following us..help dila's mummy be the model..boleh harap budak tu..lol.....

By 11.20pm me,atiqah,azimah n farhan parted our wae wif kin,seri,dila's family n head down to take e train but then both me n atiqah decided to take cab home....
by 12.00am i reached safely n soooo worn out....

Atiqah n Azimah

Faiz n Seri

Farhan

*notice both farhan n faiz wore the same shirt coincidentally lol....

Aww

the GFs

dila, me, seri,kin

XOXO

FarahDiva

Baby Blue

2009-09-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

Rite nw i have a strange attraction drawn towards Blue....
Everything i c or i wanted must be in blue....craving for some blue perhaps
I had my eyes on a blue bag the other day..shld had bought it hmph....

Anw i just realised tt i can be easily emotionally attached to anything or anyone within a few days...coz i started to feel the pain when a thing/person is away from me or someway somehw i had unintentionally hurt my own feeling...due to it....

Y ar??? it is so annoying to feel like tt....
But then aft such HUGE sadness or anger or disappointment.. In another few days i will DEFINITELY be ok as i had mentally console myself...this process had got to do wif me giving myself a prep talk...

N by then as the next day i command myself tt it will n shall be a brand new day for me and nthg gonna hurt me till.......well..something happen lah of course..den i have to start to go thru tt phase...*hate it hate it hate it*

***im abit happy at werk n im scared for having tt kind of feeling hahaha....
***lots of happiness lead to lots of sadness??? i dun noe if i shld agree wif tt sentences...
***lots of happiness must carry on n bring more happiness towards others..agree???

***to be honest i have no idea y im typing all of these...pms? too early... emotional breakdown? im fine been laughing a lot in fact...

i guess in the next few days i will look at this post n feel silly as everything look gibberish to me then..

LOVE wif everything tt this gal is wearing...blue blazer + electric blue sandal *scream*

lookbook

XOXO
FarahDiVA

Just as i was saying

2009-09-09T12:24:00.002+08:00

le love

Im so gonna wear like this work

Lookbook

XoxO

FarahDiva

My eyes sparkling seeing these.....

2009-09-09T11:52:00.006+08:00

Ask this to urself..

Dear Johnny,

me n kate have 1 thing in common that we like: the cheekbone

Cute OR WAT!!!!!

i swear im gonna make my child wear this!!!!!

I wanna get this soon.. just try it on yesterday

All cute stuffs..i want to own every1 of em

Yup the denim jac again...

XOxO

FarahDiva

Adore her :Taylor momsen

2009-09-09T11:02:00.006+08:00

My adore him/her section.
None other than xoxo, gossip girl : talyor momsen
The next Courtney Love?
She gt her own band+model+actress..well things had works for her just at the age of 15..DAMN it!!! 15!!!!

I simply love her style n of course the way she wearing em leather jac!!! work it girl..
Im gonna but tt leather jac!! just u wait

Found it while browsing thru some fashion blog...

Love their style

XOxO

FarahDiva

quick notes

2009-09-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

Damn i actually forgot hw to spell quick....
well anw.. a note to myself
1.pics of taylor momsen + leather jac!!!
2.pics of clothes
3. im addicted to hairstyles AGAIN (keep looking at different hairstyles over the net)
the braids+ the messy bun+ etc
4. I had coloured my hair n YES! im embracing my minahness coz the highlight of my hairs just completely make me look like one!!! i dunno if i shld like these hair colour...... :( waste my money!!!!!!!!
5. i want to get another piercing
6. i wanna take mc hahaha
7. in love wif nicole richie coz of her hair!!!

xoxo
farahdiva

no human contact

2009-09-02T13:38:00.002+08:00

been werk all day everyday........
im so super tired......
my daily routine is like this> werk+youtube+do hse chore *hari raya coming!!*+sleep
n it will repeat again 2mr...

fasting this yr had make me a bit tired esp wif the stupid air-con!!! im freezing n shivering to death...every single day my fingernails will turn to blue or dark purple...

the only time i can have my own leisure if i can use the comp n lately surprisingly i've been listening to Korean song!! i can name at least 8 band wif their name n their top 3 songs!! this is insane lol.....
wth!! i noe something is wrong but somehw it seem im enjoying it..so youtube all the wae for me!!! but then i cant use the comp tt much coz my sisters is having exam+sch werk n such....n at werk i can use it for few hrs if im at certain blk...

rite nw im having some toothache n nursing my soon to be swollen throat or is it tonsil? i have no idea watever it is im feelin super uncomfortable....

had nt been contacting any human except my family....
seri no longer werk at e same place wif me so im alone.. shikin is well rested or maybe goin out..i've nt msg-ing her yet..sorry kin!!! bz ar..shortage manpower!! standard ar!! but once dpt gaji we go out k!! n tengok wayang k!!! :) sorry k!!*guilty*
dila is at home packing her hse thingy n of course enjoy her time wif awak kite...happy 4 u!!

my susu...i miss u..i've nt been contacting u as well...
my nisa aka bijik..u too...but u also bz slalu kan...worse than me!! hahaha.....
man i think im nt a good fren :(

*****need to break this mundane routine or else i HAVE to befren wif a computer*****

to ppl who come n go to my blog sorry no update whatsoever :(
i really need to take a break which i could nt have...
haizzzz
*i think i became too skiny coz my mum had to make a HUGE alteration on my Hari raya clothes...

xoxo
farahdiva

lotsa

2009-08-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

hi y'all...its been a very looong time since i blog...anw im goona sleep soon so im making it short n simple....below r pics tt happen ard last week n today if im nt wrong....

Anw i've been eating the same food for like month nw n i never get tired of it!!! wat is wrong wif me???

Today i just went out shopping wif my gf/baby seri...wohoo....

Today also gf shikin went off to bandung....

Nthg much happen for the last few daes except over at my grandma's hse me n my aunties were watching He's nt into u which i den realise hw hot bradley cooper is which den lead me n kin planning to watch the hangover..oh ya!! both of us is having a hangover the movie curse coz twice in a row we could nt watch the movie..BUT we gt 2 complimentary tixs hahaha...

alrite gd nite

can u see what r see

me: what r u doin rowell?
rowell: im cooking. ok tell me what u wanna eat?
me: wada...???

yup we can all see his future...cook for the army?

we bought this at the hypermarket it came along wif a cat attach to it

my failed attemp to take my OWN pic..can c hw stress i am?

Yup tt is all we need

i bought this at last!!

XoXO

FarahDiva

AIYA

2009-08-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

HAIIIIIZZZZZ

im feeling down at this moment at this second at this minute in this room.
y??
AIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Dilemma dilemma dilemma
Crap crap crap

Im praying im praying im praying HARD.....to show me the RIGHT way

Pls pls pls........

im saying it all 3 times
coz hopefully 3 times the charms will work on me :)

All rite
gonna eat n sleep....

need to buy new shoes shoes shoes......

XoXo
Farahdiva

Alice in Wonderland

2009-07-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

The hype about Tim Burton's latest movie is a must-see movie in 2010..n i cant wait for it :0

Pictures inspired by alice in wonderland..

* animal printed tee..
i gt e zebra one which i bought n wear on the spot coz well i was from werk n was wearing some shirt N i happen to be in town so y nt?? lol

Im feeling super duper sleepy...

XoXo
FarahDiva

Denim Fever

2009-07-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

Again the stupid blog having its crazy moment n my text look like some shit...anw
When out just nw to c e doc n was wearing my denim jack...n i felt so stupid wearing it 2 c a doc!!!
U r supposed to look sick n nt looking....so dress up but i cant help it....the jack was calling me to wear n beside i really dun have anything to wear ok.

Aft seeing e doc which i was acc by my entourage(my mum+dad+grandma) hehe..we head down to e shop where my dad decided 2 chg his old specs to a new one n den to my cousin's place to look at his new car....

Oh b4 signing off!! my mum brought DURIANSSSS!!!! wohooo!! i had been telling her tt i was craving for some durians n TA-DA at last im able to eat it just nw...my mum was asking me y i had been craving. My reason " TT stupid 8 days magazine had their durian issue n i love n been craving since then"..btw i had my girl crush all over again for megan fox..i just gotta buy 8 days latest issue which have her on it... :)

k gd nite need 2 sleep nw

XOXO
FarahDIVA

Nursing my pain

2009-07-29T15:11:00.001+08:00

Yes ppl im at home nt werking coz im nursing my fcuking pain..stupid period!! woke up n i feel like crap...i thought of lying down which den lead to me sleeping all e wae n had to text my manager tt i could make it 2 werk today....

So im at home looking at myself..haha..n decided to take pic from my webcam....
Dun blame me for being so in love of myself!!!!!! i need to b entertain since im at home n had nthg to do.... y nt rite...

Man i look like a piece of crap man..woah!!!!! wth!!!
goin to e doc in an hr....

The sweet but im gonna kill u smile

The psychotic girl

XOXO
FarahDiva

What i see

2009-07-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

I wish i can do these when i start goin crazy...just get loose n free!!!!!!

YUPYUP animal prints is back on track ppl!!

I love her style!! lookbook

Thight underneath a short? trends?

XoXo
FarahDiva

Adore her

2009-07-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

Crazy about emma!!!!
Beautiful + Smart a guy can never ask for more.
Thou she claim to be a dork but who cares..hit some books can make u look preety too...
Another smart women tt i admire is Anna hathaway....
With quirky + witty + funny= emma +anna
With fashion sense + trendsetter = racheal bilson
Did i get my equatio rite this time

P/s well my blog is still recovering from the viruses tt the stupid google did to it..so i cant soemhw put my pics in the middle tts y it end up on the right side....haiz...im goin crazy wif this technology craps

tts her brother nt her bf...well obvious they came fromma beautiful genes..lucky ppl

XOXO
FarahDiva

wohooo

2009-07-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

ok nw my blog is back again...stupid google toolbar....ok no changing to livejournal....hahaha

2009-07-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys im having some prob wif the blog as i cant upload pics or anything like tt at all so i mite chg anytime soon...mite be moving to livejournal soon

Lots to do

2009-07-25T01:17:00.003+08:00

My flowery top match wif high waist black short wif black stocking

Well i wanna put up more pics but since my eyes is shutting down n my stomach is growling

i have no choice but to follow....

i planned to take some pics on these thingy:

I bought cute night slippers for myself which i pair it wif my so called kimono/japanese printed robe b4 i went to bed..i love robes which i plan to get more

i havent tried e old vintage timberland boots belong to my aunt...

I have no idea went im gonna wear my denim jacket..e colour isnt tt nice thou..haiz....its mixed of blue n a bit of yellow i think it look wash off...

Some random pics like e botanical garden n meeting wif the gf....

My adore him/her segment..who is e nxt celeb tt im inlove wif their style???

Some fashion or pics tt turn me on..mostly fashion photos people nt x rated one..I HAVE A PURE MIND!

tts abt it

Anw i juz bought 8 days n some unknown mag called LOOK consist of some gossip n of course clothes....mite put it in here too...love emma watson...

Nw im gonna eat n sleep coz 2mr im werking!!!!

On sun gonna jog wif my susu..woah like at last able to do it..hahaha..hopefully if we r nt lazy

XOXO

FarahDiva

Green daze

2009-07-25T01:02:00.004+08:00

Went to badoque for the 2nd time.

AS usual ALL of us had some fun+joy+laughter

The theme: Gary Green DAze

We went there 2 celebrate gary's send off to tekong celebration haha...

Anw all of us put on our uniform

From left, Private Shikin is wearing a long green shirt wif a waist belt n a brown 3/4 loose pants

2nd from the left, Private Farah wearing black latex tight wif checkered green top n her high cut boots

From the right, Private Dila wearing a zebra printed green dress

2nd from right, Private Seri wearing a long green n black top pairing it wif her tight

Oh ya meet fauzie there too..i FORCE him to do tt pose..eventhou he was reluctant to do it..sorry fauzie :p
The EVIL pose

XOXo

FArahDiva

Girls will alwaes be girly

2009-07-19T20:24:00.005+08:00

Went out juz nw wif my family again coz my mum wanted 2 get a new bag n rowell was sleeping over at our place. I think it became a routine nw tt rowell will sleep over at least once a week. lol..n he pronounce romeo as momeo..so damn cute rite!!!!!!!

Im fucking in love wif high cut boots + socks...

It is so obvious tt e short was tight 4 me..lol...due 2.... eating 1 egg thosai n bandito pockett meal after another!!!!!

We went 2 badoque on...crap i cant rmr..but i rmr hw e food taste like

Yup we will alwaes have this pose

XOXO

FarahDiva

I was digging on this

2009-07-19T20:08:00.005+08:00

I had tt on sat when we(family + my aunty n her kids) went 2 united sq coz both rowell n marisha got some free photograph session..if im nt wrong..

anw aft winning prince charming under motherhood fair..the magazine u noe?? rowell suddenly became a damn gd model...he just stand in front of e cam n started to pose ard...of course he is my cousin aft all..OH WELL..

Anw i was digging on this yummylicious thingy it is called canollo anolo cream..oh crap im kinda forgetful so i dun think tt is the name for it..lol....But anw it was damn nice...creamy+sweet

It look like some kind of seashell but my mum insist tt it look like a cone??

XOXo

FArahDiVa

I was having my watever moment

2009-07-19T19:57:00.004+08:00

No excuse

No reason

just dun feel like blogging FOR A WHILE.

It seem tt i only use e lappy 4 youtubing or to browse some of my fav websites

Other than i dun bother to do anything example - facebook, hotmail, etc...

I do tt however at werk.

But aft tt incident i dun think i can use e comp.

For my own sake...there r wonderful things happen to me

so dun mind me praising myself loving myself coz tt is e whole reason for me having my own fucking damn blog...ooopsss ok wat just happen there..im nt angry tho well just feel like saying it.

Goin out wif e girls + hanging out wif my family at this point somehw im leading a full circle in life..i dunno y im saying all thse mayb due to wat happen few mths ago...i felt so uncertain, so unwanted n so bloody confuse..bt nt nw..I HOPE!

anw im in love wif united sq2..lol...

i just love e place. the desserts/pastries tt this particular shop sell r so superb!!! n i mite take some art classes wif my aunt..well, i think so....

Mite b goin there wif my aunt again ard nxt week or so.

alrite. continue on e nxt post

XOXO

FARAHDIVA

Adore her

2009-06-27T20:14:00.004+08:00

2mr gonna have picnic @ botanic garden. Theme: Headgear. Everybody tt r coming to e picnic must wear something on their head. Im still deciding what to wear??? hmmm???

Anw here is my fav segment. Adore him/her

E latest person tt i truly adore rite nw is Lourdes Ciccone Leon
She is only 12 n her style is super duper amazing.

Well cant blame her as she is the daughter of MADONNA!!!!!

Hw lucky is she nt only her mum is Madonna but her dad is hot

xoXO

FArahDiva

Fallen what fallen? Huh? WHat?

2009-06-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

Went out wif my sister to watch movie. Im nt a fan of transformer n i thought of watching other movie. Anw somehw we settle on watching THAT movie n i give it 3 star out of 5...

Thank god there r some fuuny scene or else i will have Questions all over me. I dun really quite understand n hw e robots fight as i keep turning my head to e left or to e right coz im trying to figure out where is the HEAD of the robots. DUn ask me abt their name i sae it all wrong.

Anw i find shia lebeouf so cuuteee....

ps: i think on mon im gonna do back my resume.

We come down all e wae to c ur movie shia...

XOxO

FarahDiVA

Pics tt make me goin WOOOWEEE

2009-06-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

Pics make my day.

I want her outfit

I want both of their outfits
Bend it like?

My aunty gt her bag..wah nice

2 girls being silly

Look at mk ring

I want tt guy

Awww

XOxo

FarahDIVA

I sae: Gee U sae:Ky

2009-06-27T00:17:00.004+08:00

I've been using e lappy n i feel so geeky. Too much of comp is killing my brain.
Anyway anyhow...obviously the geeky inspired style had already been OUT there for sooo long. SO here r some of my fav pics of geeky inspire....

Meet Spock aka the guy in Heroes

Fashionably
All e single ladies, u noe who u r I present u these hottie geeky guys

AHEM.. mine is on the left

I would like to rock tt outfit

Tatoo

Guys wanna do it?

XoXo

FarahDiva

Happy bdae ila ila eh eh

2009-06-26T14:01:00.003+08:00

Happy belated bdae to Gf Dila

Some of our candid moments while celebrating her bdae...
We actually surprise her by goin to her hse earlier n did some preparation....

FarahDIva

XoxO

We wore Denim n No shoe size

2009-06-22T01:27:00.007+08:00

Fad called me while i was on e wae back home
Over the phone he told me abt Dr.Martin boots was having at a gd price n i told my dad abt it n he was like ok go n buy!
Wah so freaking nice ar my dad..anw both he n my mum were a fan of tt shoe when they were younger...
So i gt home chg n when out...meet him at ct hall
BUT turn out the colour tt i wanted do nt have my size which is size 6...
So we walk to marina sq n suntec
n i gt shoes at cotton on
To cut e story short aft tt we went to Mac n camera taking session..lol
As usual all we talk abt was clothes...

He is in LOVE wif his hair. Like seriously.

Flash is too bright

Being a tourist

Im freaking in love wif my boots cum shoe

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Its FATHER'S DAY

2009-06-22T00:13:00.005+08:00

Happy Father's day Baba!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for being the best daddy in the world. Your lame joke never fail to make us NOT to laugh..seriously!! stop torturing us...anw stay healthy n be happy
From the 3 of us , your daughters.

My family celebrated father's day we celebrated for my dad, uncle n grandfather...it was so funny....

The COLOURFULLY DELICIOUS cake...all time family fav..white choc macadamia

Hmmm..all of em gt the same present?!!

Look at their expression

The new MODELS...they dun noe wat they r in for.....

Hahahaha...wait for it

Ta-da!!!!....their sch uniform

My aunt n e 3 of us decided to get them 3 matching shirt again!!! last year was polo t...n we purposely took e most brightest colour..SABO!!!!

from the left: The Cheeky one, The Shy one, The Leader one

Yum yum

XoxO

FarahDiva

Still sorrowing

2009-06-17T17:02:00.003+08:00

My mum had been crying till today n this aftnoon she juz told me tt she nearly fainted coz she been too sad over the unfortunate incident.

I told her all we can do nw as a family is to give moral support to my aunty coz she is pregnant n jusz lose another child. So if we keep on crying n could get over it,we cannot help my aunty at all.

Everyone in my family is still in pain n saddened over this. But life have to go on n have to look forward.

White Threads

2009-06-16T18:48:00.004+08:00

SAD.

My aunty called our hse yesterdae aftnoon. Her voice sound as if she had some flu. She told me to pass a msg to my mummy. But b4 she could sae anything i passed e phone quickly to my mum.

All i heard from my mum were: "Be strong, where is ur husband, bring her to e hospital"

Next thing i knew my mum left e hse in 10 minutes.

Turn out my baby cousin was admitted to e hosp. She was 1 yr.

While waiting i slept the whole aftnoon coz the dae b4 was my cousin's wedding...so we were all happy n tired.

Few hrs later when i woke up my sister told me tt emily was in a coma state n was critical. An hr later my dad came home frm werk n told us tt he sense something wrong n told us to chged our clothes n head straight to e hosp.

Hrs afr hrs while waiting....e doc called my aunty n her husband in n turn out emily chg of survival was very slim. So all we did was to prayed for emily. Its started off wif a stomach flu 3 days ago.

My aunty told me tt emily woke up early n play wif her bro n touched her hand n gave her my aunty her lil socks tt she was wearing then she called out :"Mama" n next thing my aunty knew her eyes look up to e ceiling n she fell backward n passed out...

Ard 8.25+pm at e A&E ward emily had passed away.

I could not believe it. I was there hoping for something. I saw e machine tt they used was carried out. My heart sank deeper. My dad called me in...he was holding my hand coz he was afraid tt i mite be in a state of shock but i told him i can go into e ward by myself.

I saw my sisters crying.
I saw my aunty crying n holding her baby.
I dun know how to describe it but seeing a mother carrying her lifeless daughter on her lap was just to painful to c...i cry. I cannot contained myself. Her husband was kissing emily.
My aunty ask me if i wanted to kiss her..i bend down touch her cold forehead n read some prayers n kiss emily goodbye.

My aunty is pregnant nw n i felt so sorry for her to lose her child. B4 i go off i kiss my aunty on her forehead as there r no words to sae hw much we r all sad abt it.

This aftnoon we buried her. Seeing my aunty carrying out her daughter again n c her crying was the most painful thing i had ever experienced in my life.

Rite nw my entire family need our private time to console one another. I nvr c my mum so emotional. The idea of a mother departing from her daughter is just too painful for my mum to c...she had been sobing all e wae till now. Be strong mummy we all noe hw painful Maksu have to go thru.
It was just yesterdae tt i look at emily pic b4 i sleep n i didnt know she will left us.

to Mak su, we will pray for u n emily..

Part 2
On e wae to e cemetery my dad sae she is pure n no sin is written. She is as pure as the white cloth covering her. N then he said something tt hit me.

"U girls e cloths tt will covering u will be filled wif sins n other stuffs n different colours ,is there anymore white threads left?"

I realised tt a baby did nt noe anything n therefore she is pure n no sin is committed but hw abt us? I want to do good be good i want to have white threads covering me when i passed..nw i rather sae all good than bad watever negative come out from me i want to stop immediately...if ppl sae bad stuffs like em do so as long as i noe i dun sae bad things or have any bad intentions towards em...

Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat mu. Allah saja yg tahu yg terbaik utk setiap ciptaan nya. Kami reda dengan permigian mu. Amin.

XOxO
FarahDiva

i forgot

2009-06-10T14:53:00.003+08:00

Before i forget....n may nt use this laptop in a while

I wld like to say HAPPY BELATED BDAE to:

SURIATI HASSAN aka SUSU aka SIS ke aka MY BESTIE in the WORLD!!!
SHIKIN ABD MAJID aka Kin PENdek aka MY cutest GF in the world!!!!
AKHBAR MOONSHI aka Akhbar aka Bar aka MY BESt guy FREN In the WORLD!!!!
GARY aka (i forgot hw to spell ur chinese name) lol aka my other BEST guy fren in the world!!!!

N coming up next is

MY DAD aka MY BABA aka THE BEST DADDY IN E WORLD!!!!!

* i was a bit angry at certain ppl/person/someone/something...one of it is correct
but i was thinking tt y shld i waste few min of my life to get angry over such matter seriously nt worth it..to tt ppl/person/soemone/something....i dunno y i started to feel tt wae abt u but at times u make me angry n pissed of but than again everyone else do feel angry at certain point....im nt sensitive thou but just tt sometime watever u sae jus a bit hurtful eventhou u mite said it unintentionally....sorry tt i felt tt wae...anw i nvr think bad stuffs abt u...like i said im a +ve thinker n i dun think its worth thinking abt or sae something -ve...

XoXo
FarahDiva

in a sec

2009-06-10T13:56:00.002+08:00

My comp broke down n my laptop is nt werking unless i have to plug this wire into tt thingy n tt thingy into something else or isit cable or modem?

Obviously i have no idea abt the whole thing

But what i noe for nw is tt i cant use e laptop tt much animore unless my sister help to set up e laptop by inserting this n tt..n she will only do so if she gt some sch werk.

So rite nw i have like 15 min to use the laptop..pathetic rite? tell me abt it...too bad coz both of my sisters r rushing to complete their sch werk n datelines while i have nthg to do so i have to let em use it more...

I dunno when this laptop n e comp gonna be ok

My baba said he will send it for repair aft my cousin's wedding...wah so long lah..like aft 5 days later

Kinda happy for my cousin..congrats to u man...
As usual me n my other cousins r gonna take as my pictures as we can probably more than the bride n grooms...

Anw i can survive w/o laptop/Internet connection...im nt a slave towards it although i need it..hah...so i rather talk or msg my family/cousins n frens coz i think its more better n i dun have to wait certain time when they r online or watsoever...call me old school n nt embracing technology...i rather be called tt than being A SLAVE to technology...in fact everything is ok wif msg n calling wat...

Hmm...ok fine im trying to make myself better by saying all tt..when is e comp gonna be ok??

XoXo
FarahDiva

Hey Ho Yay Yo

2009-05-27T14:57:00.009+08:00

Went out wif the gf!!!!!
The best dae!!!
Meet seri to acc me to taka
N we walk n walk till our legs were in pain
Then half wae met seri worst enemy hahaha
Aft tt met putri, seri's fren who bought me n seri drinks..thnks eh putri
Soon aft tt we met ajul..their frens...
N head to sgh to pick Shikin from werk n eat...
Aft tt we head to central...we walk ok! wah..on the wae there we were all complaining on hot the weather is....
We took more pics n head home

Looking at shikin's new hp...seri..next ur turn

Xoxo

FarahDiva

so Art that we went Out

2009-05-27T14:27:00.008+08:00

Too colourful
Too wild
Too Intresting
Colourful, wild, interesting artwork

XoXo

FarahDiva

200th post n this?

2009-05-26T15:17:00.003+08:00

I thought of putting happy words n pictures to commemorate my 200th post. But u noe wat i decided nt too.

To whom it may concerned
Im sorry that u had to go thru wif all those shits
Im sorry for myself too
But I guess i took everything by a pinch of salt and able to continue with my social life
U cant accept it
Just becoz u cannt accept tt i had moved on u dun have to be so bloody fucking sarcastic
Oh by the way
Congrats u did hurt me once more
I sank much lower now

To the fact tt
U dun noe what i had been thru
Here u r saying how do i do it n i shld teach u
Thanks for being so insensitive
TT was the last thing i would want to hear

U cant make me feel the same wae as u feel OR
Reacted as how u reacted
N with whom i shld be wif or nt
Too bad im able to face e situation n e problems n continue living
While u...no point saying it coz u will sae tt i dunno u to well
Maybe i dun n
u dunnoe me well either

The only sentences u kept on saying was
I wish u were more smarter
Y?
Coz i made a mistake?
Coz i fall to a trap?
U said all these n being so oblivious
How dare u
Im human damn it
Human cant make mistake?
n here u r saying
Next time u made your own decision
hello!!
I had alwaes been making one since when did i asked u to decide for me
I noe u alwaes want e best for me
But i GOT my own life

U r nice person
Really
U r
But ur WORDS is just painful
N y is tt?
Ur reason being so direct
Well i think u r being INSENSITIVE again
But still i alwaes think tt u r a truly nicest person i had ever met

I tried nt to think abt wat u said
Coz im cool abt it
But
It pisses me off nt to think abt it

U said it urself tt u r a loner
Too bad im nt
I need to ppl i need someone
So dun blame me for goin out n meet new ppl
The word VULNERABLE is hw u describe me all e time
LOL
I had a fantastic life, full of surprises n all i want to do was to share wif someone /ppl
i gt frens who pee sitting n standing n all u wif r frens peeing standing so too bad again...try to mix more..oh wait u dun want to hear tt rite..pls!

U noe ur words had alwaes been pulling me down
ALWAES
When i thought tt for once im back on my 2 feet n to talk to u
U just push me down to e floor again
WOW
ur words r strong i guess

U wouldnt want to listen to my explanation
N there is nthg i can do

U were so angry
Do u realise tt u dun have to be
Coz u no longer had anything to do wif me
Concerned?
I dun think u make tt clear
coz
all u do
was to bash me me up wif ur words

How i handle my problems n situations
n how u do it r diff
Im sorry tt u were miserable
But do u noe its harder to go against ur misery n said tt its ok n put out a smile?
i guess nt

Next time dun asked me questions that u cannot handle
Coz e results r e above
I asked u some questions
How do i react?
Did i said some shits? no.
OR

Next time think b4 questioning me
Im thinking there will be none of u anymore but i cant coz u had been some part of my life
as well as
other ppl who had affected me in every possible wae

To u,
Cheers have a good life
oh ya u been a fool? Ouch it hurt me again
u woke up? well i woke up earlier than u so cant blame me for moving on
heartless? i will sae ur ego is bigger
painful rite?
Tts hw i feel twice more

Anw no hard feeling coz i still n will think abt u n wat u put me thru
we r still frens anw..so we r cool

my 199th post n guess wat

2009-05-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!

My sisters r freaking out when i told em what had happened to ME!!! i told gf seri when she called n she freaked out too..

1st n foremost i had no discrimination or being disrespectful to anyone ok..its just my UNPLEASANT experienced tt i had encountered.

Ok so i was on tagged n suddenly someone send me pm n i checked it a women want to b my fren n she is 34 n i saw her pic...n i was like thinking..wow she could be a model or air stewardess..anyway i dun usually give out my msn add to ppl even some of my frens till nw dun even have my msn add...

So i was thinking since she is a female age 34 so i was thinking no harm abt giving her my msn add...so she add me n was keen on chatting wif me eventhou i told her wasnt...since i had already made frens wif her mite as well chat for awhile...

So i asked her if she was mixed n she said she was Chinese n used to be an air stewardess...n thruout our chatting she kept on EMPHASISING on : U dun mind chatting wif a women rite? n keep on repeating it..n i told her i dun mind..i wasnt thinking abt anything at all..she den said: u dun mind chatting wif a 34yr old women rite? i was like ya..im started to get irritated. Den she asked if i was single n all tt n started to asked personal questions....out of sudden she wanted to webcam wif me!! i was like hell no man!!! i was shocked n declined it quickly...but she keep on forcing me n tried to chg e subject....

We talked abt clothes n stuffs n she asked if i like to wear skirt or legging n e questions is so disgusting..n i started to think if im talking to a male or female..n suddenly she talked abt the private parts!!!! i was like r u freaking kidding me!!! i ignored her....

Still she doesnt want to give up and asked if i wanna sae hi over the phone n i was like ???? yes ppl question marks over my head...

I try to decline in the best possible...she den started to get angry n reply back: is it like a mountain for u to climb over just to sae hi at me??

I was like FUCK MAN..wat is wrong wif her n asked me to called her instead....thnk god my msn just went off like tt..

*i had deleted her contact..phew

* so i told my sisters tt n they sae tt women is lesbian n tryin to get to noe me...n they said it was so obvious..esp when she keep on askin if i dun mind to talkin to a women n started to talk abt private parts n what i like to wear.... OR it could be a guy....

*whatever it is I AM FUCKING TRAUMATISED...i just tot this women is being friendly n dun mind being friends esp if u noe tt she is 34 yr n probly CAN THINK MATUREDLY ....

XOXO

FarahDiva

Talking all nite long!!!

2009-05-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterdae while browsing thru some blogs- as usual....susu called n we talked till my house phone batt was flat!!! we talked abt facebook+tagged+voguelicious( she gt a major crush on one of em!! haha) we talked while both of us were bz using e comp......

Aft tt few min later i called seri n we talked n talked...ok seri its nt ur fault its tt stupid security guy ok....dun be sad think abt wigbert ok!!! hahaha..suke tk???!!!! Yesterdae when i heard her voice she sounded super sad n she told me wat happened over at her werk place....but then she cheered up when she talked abt wigbert!! oh pls!! oh tidakkan!!! hehe n also ajul...omg talking abt her fren i was so touched tt the brothers was sooo close!! sweet rite...ok seri do ur job!!! ape lg..pergi lah matair ngan die hehe

Alrite im basically talking nonsense!!! n kris won!

XOXO
FarahDiva

Karl Lagerfeld!! Karl Lagerfeld!! Karl Lagerfeld!!

2009-05-21T15:24:00.007+08:00

I saw emma watson pics taken by legendary Karl lagerfeld i was like tt girl is super lucky!! who wouldnt want their pics taken by him...design lux labels-channel n fendi!! n acclaimed photographer....

anw below r some of photograph by him..

XOXO

FarahDiva

Update

2009-05-20T20:29:00.002+08:00

Guess wat..my parents got home n bought for my sisters chicken rice n for me.......MEE KUAH!!! aww so sweet...i guess they still love me..DUH! k im like 4 posts away till my 2oo post entry

* anw rite nw ge gerl is making mango ice blended!!! oh yeah!!!!!
* my dad had encountered something tt all straight guys afraid of!!!! it involved holding hands...

Heated argument

2009-05-20T18:51:00.006+08:00

Yup i had some argument wif mummy...

After the argument she left wif my dad leaving me alone at home..

Reason: Becoz she said tt i dunno how to do hang the clothes aft laundry..weird rite? we actually had argument over this.

I just kept quiet while she ranting out abt hw bad i was and Comparing me wif my sisters...(ok i gettit seeing me at home jus make u angry)...but cmon i did house chores even when i bring tt facts up she said tt i did nt do it sincerely..OMG!! this is like some weird comedy family argument...this lasted out like 10 min while i was looking at some blogs....i dunno while suddenly she so angry at me for...i noe tt my hanging-the-clothes thingy r nt to her standard but she just blasted everything out...man seriously mothers can sae some hurtful words to u too ok..nt jus us the children!!! anw...well she somehw manage to bring in some other stuffs like me jamming the printer by pulling up the paper!! like..r u seriously kidding me?! i had to explained to her tt e printer gt jammed due to the paper tt is y i had to pulled it out...alrite i gt pissed off so eventually i sorta blasted back at her...

We were like some debate team n i wanna win! I told her tt enough is enough n dun need to hear all this animore...i noe i was so mean...but pls!

Anw nw i felt so bad :( its nt e 1st time we argue..ps dun tell em u dun ever argue wif ur parents) so i fold clothes to show her tt i really sincere doin the house chores without her tellin me..ok lookin back at e sentences is kinda funny..fold clothes to make ur mum happy..haha..hey! but in my family it does ok...i think i posted b4 last yr or so tt i wld get super duper paranoid whenever my mum angry n e words tt she sae coz i believe tt whatever words come out frm ur mum r gonna happen bcoz ur mum words r powerful...i was told by my dad when i was lik 4 yrs old n i believe it!! so tt is y i hate to make my mum angry i'll be so uncomfortable...alrite...i guess im gonna irritate my sisters for awhile b4 watchin tv..

Mummy+baba if u ever thought of scolding us.... cmon look at us..so cute!! still wanna get angry ar....hahaha

xoxo

FarahDiva

Can i have ice cream+coke+pepsi+akhbar+susu meal?

2009-05-17T23:27:00.017+08:00

Just to meet susu i had A LOT of miscommunication wif her and end up i had to drop to a bus stop to wait for her b4 we can go n meet akhbar. THEN both of us took a WRONG BUS...weird thing is tt we saw 165 bus n somehw we r in 166 bus SOOOOOO we have to WALK all the wae to e bus stop where akhbar waiting for us.

While in the bus, all of us were hungry so we went to adam rd to eat 1st...as usual i ordered MEE KUAH yum2....aft tt e 3 of us were so bloated to have our ice cream tt we decided to walk ard the area. Soon aft we were at the serene centre ordering our ice cream!!!! I tell u i was near to tears man!!!! so damn happy to have my double scoop of reverse O....i keep on tellin e both of em hw much i love ice cream till we reach BOTANIC GARDEN!! haha...actually the place was super pack n we have no place to sit so i brought em to botanical garden...over there both me n susu took pics while akhbar enjoy his float....wah super miss my susu..keep on hugging n holding her hand(sound so wrong lah but cant help it!!)

A lot of catch was done for both of us....abt our classmates....pharell william....boys.....bird attacking...my skirt prob which keep on turning to wrong side....i know all of these were so random...

Alrite gotta sleep....it is killing me haiz im struggling emailing pics n it took me over 2 hrs jus to send to 2 ppl..guess gotta send some 2mr.....

Candid Shot 1

Smile...susu thick eyeliner happen coz she accidentally smudge it n tryin to cover it by adding more n end up lookin like tt!! lol....

cant help laughing

yup still laughing

so cute!!!

wat!! cannot eat isit!!

LOVE

XoXo

FarahDiva

Grad! Grad!

2009-05-17T21:24:00.013+08:00

Some random pics during grad....

XOXO

FarahDiva

Short notice

2009-05-16T20:46:00.003+08:00

Just came back from kenduri arwah seratus hari for my late great grandma...so basically i am super exhausted. Yesterdae somehw i slept super duper early ard 6.30+pm!!!! Jus felt sleepy n tired frm thurs grad i guess lol....

Anw I am so happy that im able contact my long lost fren from sec sch!!! We plan to have some outing wif the same clique back in sec sch!!! cant wait for that....mages+siti+mylene+susu holla at u girls!!!

No pics for nw...n will email the pics 2mr latest by mon OK! nw too tired already

At the grad...so excited to meet SIN WEE!!! i miss her so much..we cant talk much as both of us were rushing off...she keep on saying" I need to update u!!! n enrolled back to sch tgt lah!!" so funny!!!

Then i meet DOREEN!! i simply love her attitude....heck care type...she gt her tongue n belly button piercing!!! i quickly asked her to quote me the price haha....

Followed by...WAWA!!!! she look so sweet in PINK!!!! n she is still as cute n adorable as ever...

Den i bumped onto SUNARTI!!!!! miss her!!! n NATALIE!!!! n DENISE!!!!! congrats natalie for being the top student for our course..chey chey!!

NNNNNNN of course my 3 BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL GORGEOUS GFS!!! : DILA, SHIKIN n SERI!!! at last able to meet u guys!!! i didnt waste any more time i juz hug them!!!!!!! so long didnt meet them!!! both seri n shikin wore black n dila wore blue/turquoise dress..n all 3 of em bought blazers...macam dah planned gitu..hehe...oh ya we have to wait for dila like more than 20 min before we can go off to dover....thanks eh! hehe

*2mr gonna meet my bestie susu!! she kept on calling me askin me when we can go out tgt...since last week..the thing is whenever im free she is not n vice-versa..lol...so 2mr gonna meet her at chill for awhile...probably late aftnoon n have some ice-cream..

XoXO
FarahDiva

Get over this symptoms

2009-05-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

Update:
1. Both adek n ge-gerl is recovering

2. Sadly both my parents r still sick they been sleeping like ard 7pm+ :(

3. This sickness thingy is driving me crazy coz i feel so bored and there is nthg i can do abt it

4. Been using and staring at the comp n im goin nuts!!!!

5. Sin wee text me!!!!! so loonnng since we text each other!!! gonna c her 2mr!!

6. Im so bored and anxious for no reason

7. I got like 4 missed call which i dun realise it
from a work place tt i went too, maybe i will call 2mr; check my mood 1st

8. I dun feel like goin to e grad coz i want to sleep the whole day 2mr

9. Im hungry; guess im gonna fried some prataS

10. Maybe watch tv den sleep

I visited adek's fren blog n i know some of the ppl in her blog...weird..anw this fren of adek is into fashion+art which is cool n then i got to know another 2 of her frens is a make-up artist n a dancer...so artistic man...

I made my choice..age is not a barrier for me to get or achieve what i want; the more i think abt how old i am or gonna be the more i feel that i cant achieve anything.RANDOM.

XoxO
FarahDiva

P.Y.T repeat after me; Sing na na na

2009-05-13T13:11:00.002+08:00

Supposed to blog but somehow my comp decided not to co-operate with me and there is nothing i can do but just getting angry. So today my comp decided to work together with me and thus here i am blogging. Nothing much had happened for the past for days just tt:

1. we celebrated mother's day at 3 diff places.

2. my entire family is sick. GREAT! and since Im the FIRST one tt was sick till this very day...my mum was the SICKEST among us followed by ge-gerl den adek den baba den yours truly, ME!

3. Been watching Gangland on YouTube n nw my mind is corrupted n i unintentionally picked up some of their hand signs...

4. Im in love wif Milo + condensed milk + raisins = Guilty Pleasure

5. Acc Gary to paragon..at last he bought his Ben Sherman thingy and i kept asking him if he wanna cry anot coz he been wanting it for so long....he den decided to go to topman to get 2 shirts which i den called him GF(including the hand movement) coz he shop a lot like a girl.

6. 2mr is my graduation day.

XoXO

FarahDiva

Baby.food.card.vomit

2009-05-10T15:45:00.004+08:00

I was supposed to blog yesterdae but......
decided nt to..haha

Ok so yesterdae we have family gathering coz my the baby...the baby so so so cute!!!! :)
My dad n adek smuggle a lot of pudding from the gathering..lol..
The food was DELICIOUS..i took my own sweet time to enjoy the food eventhough my sisters kept askin me to get dessert nt stuffs....

Oh in the car otw back home ge-gerl vomitted...she asked my dad to stop the car coz she wanted to vomit..since i was beside her i quickly grab anything that can hold her vomit in case she could nt hold in anymore. The thing is my dad did not stop the car which i dunno y...so i took a paper bag and put it in front of her. Well, adek could nt stand the sound of ppl vomitting or smell so she keep hiding her face n cover her nose(ge-gerl did not even vomit yet).

Suddenly ge-gerl vomit n she had poor aiming coz she did nt vomit into the bag..it was all over her dress n i had to use my hand to hold her vomit and to open up the bag wider....her vomit was like a fountain. Mummy n adek just keep shouting n laughing coz both of em cant take it. So i had to handle ge-gerl by myself.

As we abt to raech to e hse..she vomitted again on the car seat n i had to scoop everything up while all of em(my dad, my sis n my mum) left me wif her. I dunno y i can stabd the vomit but somehow i did...

XoXO

FarahDiva

MITE

2009-05-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah! I do not cough as much as b4.....

2mr nite i mite update some pic coz 2mr my family will be having this ceremony with a baby involve..lol...mite be there early n eat!!!!

On Mon mite meet my dad outside.....he gonna bring me to 2 places..but i dunno if it will be Mon...could be Tues or wed....

ok so by now u guess reading these just show how bored i am!!!!!

Hope i wont have the opps-i did-not-blog-for-umpteenth-time syndrome

Guess im gonna cook maggie...

XoXO
FarahDiva

Road ahead??

2009-05-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

Dad said " look life is abt avenue, open up more option, what is in there for u? Take on different avenue so that u can reach the main road."

Daughter said " I put my future on hold, i put everything on the line hoping that i can get into sch. I wanna work but i cant coz i was hoping to get in. Do u noe how torturing it is to just sit there and just wait? Every single day, minute i prayed and it is painful coz i wanted it badly that i can almost taste it. This not the kind of life that i want but i dun want to grumble abt it thats for sure."

Dad said " forget abt the past it is history and now U rewrite your own history. U have to mould your own life. U cant just sit down n think that everything is over..u r young."

Dad said " tell me what r u gonna do nw? Think.....U want to study? u want to work? u want to do both? Let me help u..."

Life is unpredictable a lot of twist and turn like a maze...
XoxO
FarahDiva

Vivid twirlling

2009-05-06T20:25:00.003+08:00

Big ribbon, red+black baby chair for u

Marisha n rowell came by n boy! do we have fun....we twirl ard till we got dizzy n yup! 3 of us gt the matching shirt hahahaha

This is what they do crawl up to my dad n simply attached themselves to him...this happen all the tyme.

PS: Someone butchered my dad's hair....lol

XOXO

FarahDiva

Born to be wild

2009-05-06T16:29:00.014+08:00

I love listening to wild horses which i put it in my blog. Sang by the rolling stones.

Suddenly i rmr surfing the net and saw georgia jagger look so gorgeous n she is only 16 and thus gimme some idea to do this post. Beside me coughing and nw having period this is not good!!! SICK SICK SICK...so y nt entertain myself doin this. If u dun like it leave. Sorry its jus my period bitches.

The father n daughter combo.
The rocker n their daughter.

Took me awhile to think which famous rockers have famous daughter and so i come up wif 5 rockers n daughters...

The hair + the outfits + the lips + the smile and many more

best looking dad have to go to : Lenny kravitz
best looking daughter have to go to: Liv tyler

1. Lenny kravitz and zoe karvitz
From:concreteloop

From:thecheapchica

From:gaygamer

From: celebrityrockstarguitar

2. Rod steward and kinberly steward
From: Storm models

From: mhasshimotophoto

3. Ozzy osbourne and kelly osbourne
From: sillypro

From: People

4. Steve tyler and liv tyler

From: Kevin yang

From: dailymail

From: Female first

5. Mick jagger and georgia jagger
From: Mirror

From dailymail

XOXO

FarahDiva

How i met your mother

2009-05-05T20:59:00.007+08:00

Love it!

Its my type of show :)

Oh Neil Patrick Harrison is so hot thou his gay...haiz

* im craving for something sweet
* my com when crazy for awhile. Stupid.

XoXO

FarahDiva

Munch on + Ankle socks r love

2009-05-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

Love this ad.

I sorta like the combi of the ankle sock + dress = preppy

XoXo

FarahDiva

Till it hurt

2009-05-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

I never felt so sleepy n today if i could i would not even get up from the bed. Mummy called me tellin me to wash the towels n stuffs with my voice cracking thru the phone she asked if i had been sleeping the whole day...honestly i dun even want to get up n answer the phone to listen to tt..bad mood? Nah..dun think so just tt i need some SLEEP.

Here what happened in the MIDDLE of the nite.

1.I was abt to sleep n i cough n i choked (AGAIN). Something wrong wif my system!! This was then lead to lack of oxygen. I had to get up from the bed to breath. I will panick when i cant breath which make things even more difficult for me to get some air.

2. That whole shitty thing last for abt 10 min.

3. As im abt to lie down...my throat jus went crazy n it hurt.

4. I keep goin to the toilet... been there for abt 8x before i fell asleep.

5. I feel fine. My body temp is normal. I feel riduculously weird.

XoxO
FarahDiva

Its raining!!! Quick rolled up ur jeans!

2009-05-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

I think it is quirky n weird but hey! if u able to pull it off..kudos to u

From:whowhatwear

From: thesmartstylist

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Rip it up!

2009-05-04T21:35:00.003+08:00

People get your scissors ready coz it is time for some shredding!

A lot of ppl r doin it by themselves/ diy. Anw y pay over $60-$100++ to buy these shirt while u can do it urself rite.

Shredded tees worn by mko n Heidi klum

Diy

From: craftycrafty.tv, childhood flames

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Im sick Im nt stupid nor stubborn

2009-05-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

Family n frens keep on askin me to go to e doc. Well i had been sick since a week + few days n have nt been to e doc yet. Coz im nt having any flu or high fever. i just keep coughing n coughing till i nearly vomit n it happen every time i cough. It is so weird. It felt as if my entire guts n throat wanted to come out. Den come sneezing or should i say sneezing+coughing..seriously i had no idea what came out from me. I sneeze n it became a cough followed by running nose...OK i think i got myself confused i dunno abt u guys reading this but I AM..lol.

To cut the story short, goin to the clinic is so predictable i have to wait, doc will ask THE MOST OBVIOUS QUESTION n u leave wif a medicine which u will only eat it for the first 3 days. Since i was a kid i already had this mindset that i will only go to e doc if i had totally high fever or bloody stomach cramp( girls u feel me on tt part).

1 thing tt i find it so hilarious is that i whenever i cough or aft i cough i will be gasping for air n my body will shake. how bout that?

XoXo
FarahDiva

Killing me sofly

2009-05-03T14:04:00.003+08:00

Woke up wif a dream like usual...
Im goin ou in 5 min...a date wif my parents chow

Denim jacket r back bitches

2009-05-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

Yup! i saw it! i saw it!

im super duper excited when i saw ppl wearing it n posted the denim jacket on the web. Its nt tt im a worshipper of the denim jacket...im just overly excited FULL STOP. Another reason i got excited coz i stumbled upon some indie fashion websites n this particular website is abt crafty thingy n diy....all of the stuffs featured there r too cute too mention...N another reason im excited is tt i truly adore Jazzi MCG- love her. Lots of diys. Work wif some artistes. She keep it real, no $$ she will diy n make it worthy.

Quirky Lifestyles- bedroom+ clothes hanger

2009-05-01T22:45:00.006+08:00

2 rm in 1
My dollhouse is real

Pls sleep according to this

I wish i was snow white

Dinosaur get me in my sleep

If my dad say he is superman so is my mum wonderwomen?

i tried to kill u, stand still

out of nothing into something useful

i hook u up in my house

aww i love babies tt i just have to cut them up!

off the wall

* aww :( i miss my gfs! a lot too!! i nvr been missed by ppl b4...honestly i dun deserve it at all :(
XoXo

FarahDiva

90s Grunge

2009-05-01T21:48:00.006+08:00

Few weeks ago looking at some website n notice tt the grunge style was makin a comeback n today i went to other fashion website n they r showing off some 90s grunge style. So i just had to blog abt it coz i can remember it clearly as a small girl lookin at other teenagers out there, i guess they r all in their early 30s nw..all of em r wearing jeans, cut- out jeans n flannel shirt n high boots. I can fondly remember my aunties n her frens(both guys n girls) will come over n will wear tt kind of clothes.

Grunge is all abt laid back, dirty n slack.

All hail to Kurt Cobain who is the pioneer of tt style n making Seattle the city to satrt it all.

90s for me is all abt denim jeans(jacket, skirt)+ flannel shirt+ skateboard+beverly hills 90210 hahaha..been watching when i was ard 8-9? im nt sure...i will sit down beside my aunt n watch it eventhough im nt sure what it is abt..but they clearly put out all the 90s fashion in there.

* i was young when i watch e show but i had my eyes on jason preistly n luke perry. Damn HOTNESS....

Beverly hills 90210

Kurt be mine

His mine

Marc Jacob Campaign. Picture says it all.

From whowhatwear

XOxo

FarahDiva

Solve it!

2009-04-30T22:40:00.004+08:00

I keep on lauging looking at these..Fashion can be funny

no.1no.2

Created by: Trust Fun

* oh man im super sleepy..super rare

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Suck on this Sucker

2009-04-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

Massimo Garmmacurta a Conceptual Still Life Photographer

He created these accessorise(lollipop) for fashion week. OMG! imagine LV in your mouth?!

XOxo

FarahDiva

Mask me so i can be free

2009-04-30T21:39:00.005+08:00

As everyone know by now the SWINE FLU had taken many lives esp in New Mexico n its spreading...hope the scientist or whoever supposed to cure this flu able to do so ASAP!

So i was lookin thru some fashion blogs n i found this interesting masks...if ever happen in Singapore(touch wood! im nt cursing ok!!!!) well chg scenario :hmm ok maybe ur nt feeling well n keep on coughing n wanted to be a gd Samaritan so u decided to put on the mask...hw abt putting these masks below:

Which kind of animal r u? i wld definitely avoid the middle one coz if u choose tt..u r juz stating e obvious..Swine flu alert!!

mask courtesy of studio samira boon

Look closely..it look like??

mask by mint design's

Y wasting $$ if u can just use ur helmet guys?

junya watanabe fall 2008[1]

Or maybe nt...guys choose wisely

mask by john galliona, fall 2008

Y nt wrap up ur entire face? even better

viktor and rolf[1]. fall 2006

OK!! fine!!! this is the best!!!!!

mask by junya watanabe fall 2008

XoxO

FarahDiva

Freedom Writers

2009-04-30T16:51:00.002+08:00

I just watch this movie and it is so inspiring. It is a true story taken place in America and it cover every aspect that it out there. Such as racial issues, violents, gang etc.....

Watching the movie make me realise tt:
1.There are more that we can do to better ourselves up.
2.You r the only person tt can failed yourself n no one else.
3.Everything start with me.

This is the original book. Some students whom they called thmeselves as Freedom Writers and Erin Gruwell their teacher tt make A HUGE DIFFERENT

The movie.

This is a picture taken in 2006 with all the students in Ms Erin Gruwell class where thay start to pen down their thought and feeling back in 1999.

Xoxo

FarahDiva

I ma soldier Im in a band

2009-04-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

Gonna be 11 soon n i got 2 shows to watch on tv - project runway n tim gunn's guide to style...

To kill time y not blog for awhile.....

I will like to congrats seri for getting a job at last! haha...
She called me n told me e gd new n we end up talk like ard 1 hr+ as usual...
I guess im the poorest amg my gfs rite nw haha...haiz..

Anw, my these military/band jackets caught my eyes for quite some time.
I wld love to have the jacket!

Both beyonce n rihanna r wearing balmain military jackets..but i prefer beyonce choice...n rihanna hair have to let go! Totally rite? Wassup wif tt hairdo..i Love ur hairstyle but i Hate this one.

Nina garcia n misha r wearing other military/band jacket too....

* i thought of posting more entry but the shows already start - chow!

XOxo

Farahdiva

Practical vs Flexiblility

2009-04-29T22:30:00.004+08:00

Which one r u?

Been playing ard in my mind lately.

A problem/ issue is given to u which one will u be. Stating the logic n facts n be practical OR trying to stretch out all the possibilities out there n open more options n being flexible???

y O y ?

2009-04-27T17:03:00.004+08:00

Sick for like few weeks ago n it got worse..i dunno if i shld b happy anot but rite nw im feelin crappy...went to e hosp yestredae n i slept all the wae even when ppl came down to visit my datuk. When i woke up i kept coughing non stop till i choke my own flame..not goin into details. Disgusting. Being in e hosp where my immune system is not strong i became so tired n sick. haiz.

* pierced my tragus already..wohoo...more piercing to go

A whole bucket of emotions spilling everywhere rite nw

2009-04-25T22:53:00.004+08:00

Im furious once i got home.
I wanna cry, i swear but i told myself not to.
I look straight ahead n nthg have yet to happen.
Pls stop playing trick coz i work hard n make the effort.
Dont ask abt it. I wont tell. Coz i will n shall get pissed.

When u leave us alone this will happen.
To fad n shasha: U So have to let go...love yalll

Happy coz of the wedding n sad coz of this picture.

Visit my grandfather aka datuk today. Seeing this over AGAIN in front of my very eyes...IM goin NUMB with my feelings. Im USED to it DAMN IT. My datuk admitted b4 few years ago n GOD only know what we all went thru. His pain n sickness we had to see n for him to feel is just TOO MUCH. Few years aft tt my grandma was admitted. HATE being UNEMOTIONAL n CONTROLLING IT coz becoz i keep NUMBING myself I cant be the ones crying coz who is left without a shoulder to cry on, who have to console, who have to give emotional support n able to THINK at a point whre everybody is SAD..SO WHAT if i do not cry in front of everybody.

I hope he will be discharge anytime soon.
* i look fat in this pic..

FarahDiva

I fight u cause im bored when i should captured myself

2009-04-24T01:02:00.007+08:00

This morning went to AMK to pass stuffs to Susu. I thought of having breakfast since i was outside. Text akhbar n seri n both of em cant make it. When back home n decided to do the hse chores than had my breakfast. By 4+pm i was in bed asleep. Rowell came n i still sleep. Woke up feeling super bored. Drink mango ice blended still doesnt excite me. Entertain myself n experinmenting different photo editor application n this what happen to a girl who had nthg better to do. I swear i wont put up so much pictures of myself. That will be fcuking weird. I bet u guys agreed. The end

* yesterday 1 fcuking big coackroach FLEW into my room as i was abt to chg. Left the room shouting only to realise i didnt had my top on. When back into the room which i cant believe i did that i grab a shawl to cover myself up.

This is the most wierdiest picture of me with the photo editor app

XoxO

FarahDiva

Is this how ur self potrait look like?

2009-04-24T00:33:00.004+08:00

Ge-gerl paint this STUNNING painting called Soft self potarit for her o-level art exam.

It was inspire by this magnificent artist called Dali.

Ge-gerl got a book abt him n i read. Good looking artist n his art scared me coz i cnat believe that a human mind are capable to think in a way that is way beyond imagination. Go look up for him do ur research.

R.I.P Dali

XoXo

FarahDiva

Chg blogskin + back to the past

2009-04-23T11:27:00.003+08:00

TA-DA!

Chg my blogskin again due to borednessssssssssssssessssssss!!!!

I was thinking if i shld delete all my past entry and make a new blog..coz aft looking back, I look freaking retarded n it is just so funny to see myself and wat HAD happened to me in the past. hmmmmmm....shld i delete all the past entry???

But then again by looking back at my past it sorta interesting....i had created a history n memory of myself.

Or shld i create a new blog??? n still keep this one??

N my posting of entry chg...i post what im intersted in rather than posting abt what happened to me or some shits happened to me.

People help can?? Create another one n still keep this blog or just delete the whole past entry. Fact is i dun mind deleting the past entry n i dunno y....

Farahdiva

Why i still want to be a kid

2009-04-22T00:55:00.005+08:00

For the past 5 days i sleptover @ my grandparents 's hse coz my grandma decided to go to Indonesia wif her frens n leave my grandpa alone..haha...ok anw, my grandpa is not well. So i had to take care of him till my grandma come back. I was the temp nurse...but he scared me coz when i went out wif to him to have lunch he was gasping for air n keep on coughing...he already got heart prob :( N guess wat i packed my stuffs n i forgot to bring my charger back home..DARN!!!! im so FORGETFUL coz i forget to bring it over to my grandma's hse when i sleptover n had my dad to send it N nw i forget to bring it back!!!!! WTF!!!!!

ANW FEW DAYS AGO...............................

My dad got home and he brought these stuffs back. It was given by his "god daughter" who bought loooooong time ago n keep it. Some how she decided to give all these to us...fact is she noe our age but oh well i dun care..hahaha..coz i got to enjoy playing with it!!!! Wohooo!!!!

My eyes twinkle n sparkle the moment i saw it on the table. haha. Anw everytime i want to be creative it leads to disaster..a MAJOR one somemore can....

* i did one already...hehe will show it one day....

I Rather make stupid funny faces than smiling

XoxO

Farahdiva

Sorethroat

2009-04-14T14:26:00.003+08:00

Im still having sore throat.

Keep on coughing n sneezing.

Yesterdae ge-gerl blended some mango and add some milk n ice n make a mango ice blended for all of us YUM YUM

* I rarely fall sick..so whenever i fell sick im sorta a bit happy over it. LOL....coz it is SO HARD for me to be sick..usually it will be 24 hr bug at least...

Short hair

2009-04-12T23:16:00.005+08:00

I feel weird that im having a long hair lol...coz for few past year i had couple of short hair. Even if it pass my shoulder i would had cut it. Whenever i c any hair salon shop, my leg will be so tempted to enter..haha..true story ok.

So nw my hair pass my shoulder n i feel so proud coz i did not have any plan YET- to umm cut my hair..lol...

Actually just yesterdae i felt that i need to cut my hair.

* i try not to cut my hair..promise to myself.

Some celeb with beautiful short hairstyles...here some of my top fave:

Punk Queen - Pink

Robyn..i love her songs!!! esp the one i had for the blog!! listen to it

Guess wat i had that same hairstyle when i was in sec 4

See some nice short hairstyle can get u a hot bf!! lol..kelly osbourne look so pretty

Keira knightly

Nicole Ritchie

Ok pls bow to the Queen who own all kind of short hairdo.....Victoria Beckham

I had tt hairstyle too

Rihanna

I wanted this haircut the moment i saw riri hairstyle hit the net. But everyone said NO!!!!!!

XOxo

FarahDiva

pissed

2009-04-12T21:53:00.004+08:00

Im a so pissed at my entire family.

Im nt feeling well + stupid period + n my entire family is makin me angry = making me more sick.

Im feeling so FUCKED UP at this instant while typing away.

Ok before i get more furious...i think i shld stop thinking what they did n think on the positive n brighter side.

2mr im definately i gonna be alrite.

Anw how long can i get angry at them rite? They r after all my family.

Adore them

2009-04-08T16:40:00.008+08:00

She is my fashion icon. Whatever she wear i totally love it. She is like a Layer Queen. Layer aft layer yet lookin good.

I need tt bowler hat

Yeah! both of us got the same hairstyle: The Bangs

Jumper co-star r enganged. She look so comfortable in this pic...

CRAZY and OUT OF THIS WORLD is how ppl describe Lady Gaga...

Her style is unique, very very unique i must add....

She prefer to show her leg+ some junk in the trunk at all show she perform

Daily get up i bet will be no diff from the ones that she wore to peform...

N i love her style

Jumpsuit+ hairbow = perfect

Goin out wearing like tt? Nude skin latex skirt n erm bra?

Before becoming Lady Gaga..

Ne-yo too want to be Lady Gaga

Tie my hair

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Jumpsuit

2009-04-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

I was thinking if i could not made up my mind of what kind of top goes with what kind of jeans or skirt or any kind of bottom...mite as well i get a jumpsuit. One piece attire n im good to go. Dun forget it is very practical...i can move here n there..jump here n there..twirl here n there...without worrying abt anything.

Well got to noe Elvis Presley wore it too..now that image of Elvis wearing jumpsuit stuck to my head currentlt n it is NT GOOD!

The tale of the long n short of jumpsuit:

XoXo

FarahDiva

Dead

2009-04-07T13:26:00.003+08:00

I havent updated my blog for awhile.

A lot to do and happened rite nw.

I have basically no energy to do anything. I consider using the comp and watching tv are my new job.

I need a one piece jumper. Seriously.

Will blog once i..........

XoXo
Farahdiva

Different direction

2009-03-31T23:59:00.005+08:00

Pictures showing me lookin at different directions.....where shld i look? what shld i do? how shld i feel? how shld i react? Lots of weird feeling nw.

Bohemian rapshody child; Im a flower child

Short cropped blazer; love the white outline

*a love shouout to : MY GFS, My cousin; FAD!!!, My 2 Guy bestbuddies; GARY n AKHBAR

XoxO

FarahDiva

Melaka n I

2009-03-30T14:19:00.008+08:00

My parents pick me up from the chalet at ard 6+ am n head to melaka. Obviously i did nt sleep the whole nite n continue again to melaka. However, at the back of the car with my grandparents i totally doze off n sleep like a baby..hehe..ok like a zombie!! i slept behind my grandma back..i dun know how that happen haha. In the end my grandfather had to pull me up n i still continue sleeping. It didnt stop there.. coz i sleep on my grandma shoulder than chg to my grandfather...lol....

Alrite pics..interesting stuffs that i c..nice! nice!

My incredible hulk dad. He just dun know his strenght n that is the cause of it. A bended spoon.

Graffiti on the wall; too cute

U wanna go in? I DO

I was so excited upon seeing the burger that i hold it too tightly n it look abit disgusting

Xoxo

FarahDiva

Chalet

2009-03-30T12:46:00.018+08:00

Celebrated mummy n babba anivers n rush off straight to chalet...

The titttle that we received were choosen by our dearest Ms lee...she took a LONG time to decide who will get the tittles...

* i dun have pur pur pic as she was e 1st girl to received the tittle n i was holding e cam doin nthg..lol

Yup its the SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT shirt again

Smart King n Queen

Sexy Queen

Joker King

Hot King n Queen
Gossip King n Queen

Flirty King n Queen

Cool King n Queen

Charming King n Queen

Sporty King n Queen

Sweet King n Queen

Adorable King n Queen

King n Queen of SK

Twister

XOxo

FarahDiva

Quirky item- Birdhouse+airplane

2009-03-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

I love the idea of all purpose item like this cute bird house funiture. I saw it before on some blog n totally fell in love. You can put your book or better yet the page that you stop reading on the roof of the house. In the house you can put you cup,keys,hp or spectacle...2 words: I WANT!..this can be my new side table.

Make you childhood game to reality. Airplane table.
XoxO

FarahDiva